When will my reflection show who I am inside...

So at work, I see gals walk around and am in awe of the longness of their hair. I've been trying to grow mine out for forever and its only like two inches past my shoulders. I've just been getting it trimmed and colored and/or highlighted, but this is the status I want to achieve:

ASHLEY GREENE

I mean why is she so beautiful and have fantastic hair. Yes I know their extensions, and we should all know...because I'm establishing this right now, I have a girl crush on her. She has agreat body and simple features that I sometimes wish I had...well I mean, obviously her body, but keep my boobs, only two cup sizes smaller than I am and I'd be happy.

But for right now I just want to focus on her awesome hair. I love her highlights and i think I'm almost there. I have an appointment on July 1st, so we'll see. I wanted my hair color to be like Kim Kardashian's when she was brown for like a minute and crushin' on Nick Jonas at the Teen Choice Awards last year, 'member?

Really Nick, you should know better than to make a face like that at Kim...she's super hot. Anyway, Ashley's hair color is where I'd like to be and when I get it done, I most definitely will be posting a pic on here to see if the comparison is pretty darn close.

That's all I got now...I'm peacin'. Gotta get up in ooohhh 6 or so hours. YUCK.

Girl in Bed...

So I'm already on a new post, what gives?

Okay, well I've decided to also post my goals that I want to reach, I'm giving myself til the end of the summer, but I'd like to get to them as soon as possible, obviously:

1. Take old computer tower and effing get it fixed so I can transfer our music to the new home computer!
2. Not super happy with my weight or how I eat. A friend is makin' me a chart--she's a nutritionist major--and I wanna start following it. Plus another twitter buddy mentioned making a running goal of a mile each day.
3. Try and secure that internship at World Cafe Live.
4. Work my mojo and magic when I go to the conference/vacation this year with my dad. I gotta work those big businessmen on giving me a job

^^Now for those who really know me, understand for #2. I'll be walking forever before the running starts *grins*

Um...well that's all I have so far if anything needs revisions, they'll be added to the list, but probably not in numerical order, because the bullet-thingy on the blogger works for shit, so whatever...deal.

Oh and I'm also signing every (now, that is) post with a sleepy pic :)....

Girl in bed...

As I blog from bed...

So indeed I am in bed right now twitter-ing, watching a fantastic YouTube vid that I will be posting, and getting ready to read a one of my beloved fics.

So basically this blog will be about what I'm going through now. I've wanted to blog for a while...started it with a friend but then I got lax so I haven't updated in forever, so that was a bust. But my life is getting frustrating by not putting my college degree to use, which I know is mostly my fault, but right now I think this will help me figure out things. Maybe writing this down and setting goals are what can get my ass in gear.

Right now my life consists of my family

the World Cup

countdown to Eclipse

work...and a fantastic cake i just happen to make ;)

and lastly, looking for that job...

soooooo that's what's pretty much going on right now.

Will be back for more....oh here's that youtube vid I mentioned earlier